I would say this is how I feel about squash
It's really about staying in the moment ...competing...structure and endorphin release
Reflecting and self talk are more suited for my hikes and back pack trips....
When I was young I went everywhere with my camera and was even the staff photographer for our school newspaper and I really loved taking action shots and shots of people
About 10 years ago I just stopped
No more dark room or any of that
It's not something I'm likely to start again
It's a wonderful hobby and I'm really happy for monkey to have such a cool thing to do and be good at